i really do want my life back... no, i need it!!!
i want my room back! right now, i feel like my things are a mess, i feel like i am so unorganized. i only sleep in my mother's room. because my cousin has my room, well, i thought it will only take a while. but while we were discussing on what will happen if my dad will finally go home, she (my cousin) suggested if we could buy a double deck for my room. to my surprise, i instantly said NO!! was she thinking she will stay here for good? the fact that she wants a double deck bed for my room.. makes me think that she is really planning to stay here for good. i know, it is selfish of me not to share my room with her. i mean, i just really want my room back! i can't share my room with her because she is not that organize in her things. i couldn't take that, that's why, i just gave my room to her...because i am thinking that she will just stay only for a couple of years.. maybe 2-3, but no. and besides, i couldn't study that much if ever i'm sharing my room with her. every time i go home from school (before, when i still have my room), i want my room fixed because that makes me fall asleep faster. and i could sleep and just wake up for me to study. but since she got my room, i really had a hard time to adjust with my study habit. plus,i dance every night in my room as a form of excercise. and it sucks because it's been years that i have not done that. hmp! i really want my room back! especially now that my dad will go home.. where am i suppose to sleep, study, rest? where? =c
i want my room back! right now, i feel like my things are a mess, i feel like i am so unorganized. i only sleep in my mother's room. because my cousin has my room, well, i thought it will only take a while. but while we were discussing on what will happen if my dad will finally go home, she (my cousin) suggested if we could buy a double deck for my room. to my surprise, i instantly said NO!! was she thinking she will stay here for good? the fact that she wants a double deck bed for my room.. makes me think that she is really planning to stay here for good. i know, it is selfish of me not to share my room with her. i mean, i just really want my room back! i can't share my room with her because she is not that organize in her things. i couldn't take that, that's why, i just gave my room to her...because i am thinking that she will just stay only for a couple of years.. maybe 2-3, but no. and besides, i couldn't study that much if ever i'm sharing my room with her. every time i go home from school (before, when i still have my room), i want my room fixed because that makes me fall asleep faster. and i could sleep and just wake up for me to study. but since she got my room, i really had a hard time to adjust with my study habit. plus,i dance every night in my room as a form of excercise. and it sucks because it's been years that i have not done that. hmp! i really want my room back! especially now that my dad will go home.. where am i suppose to sleep, study, rest? where? =c
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