Letting go..

I guess you really can't let go of something you never had..

I am disappointed with myself. I couldn't stop this feeling -i am not actually sure what it is. I swear to God, if i only have other options, i'll choose those.. just not this- being STUCK to the idea of HIM.. with me.

It's not healthy anymore if i may just add.. plus, this jealousy actually has no place in reality.. in my world.. neither to HIM nor to anyone else's.

I AM FINE. I AM just STUCK, you know? So i guess there's really nothing left for me to say.

**SIGH**