Could I Have Missed my CHANCE?

I got really tired of self-pitying. I don't actually mind now if I am single or not.. Im single.. and that's it. I'm not going to throw words again that will make me pity myself again..

I have not been myself lately.. don't ask why.
And while I am deliberately thinking of what my future would be like?
whether if i get married or not.. THIS SONG, I HEARD.

I kinda felt a light, positive spirit about it (you know, the LOVE thing.. the one everyone gets cheesy about once and a while)...

I still wish mine will come along..

A LOVE SONG FOR NO ONE
by: John Mayer

Staying home alone on a friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
Im jaded
I hate it

Im tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

Searching all my days just to find you
Im not sure who Im looking for
Ill know it
When I see you
Until then, Ill hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

Im tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

Im tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Youll be so good
Youll be so good for me